I should have started blogging forever ago but I gave up after one miserable, laughable attempt. But today I woke up with new vigor determined to give it another try. After hours of pondering what I might say I was still drawing blanks. Then it occurred to me I should maybe talk about my last post witch was just a picture with no further elaboration. I would first like to say thank you to Andy and everyone at Hard Ten for all the work that has gone into building my beautiful site, bbwjezebeljolie.com, you should check it out if you haven't already. It's a really fun site and I've been lucky enough to shoot with lots of great girls including my all time favorite Desiree Devine who is as beautiful and impressive in person as she is in her photos.
I had been approached about 10 years ago by someone wanting to shoot me. I went home and looked at some bbw porn online and decided I did not want to portrayed in that way. All I saw were pictures of really large women most of whom were eating or being fed something greasy and disgusting with downright degrading captions. I did not want to be a part of that. Sometime later it was once again suggested to me that I should be a bbw model so again I checked it. This time it was different.
The first site I saw was that of Ms. Desiree Devine and I was impressed! Finally someone with class and beauty representing the bbw's. I drug my boyfriend out of bed to look at her site telling him how beautiful she was and I wanted to look like that and I wanted to have a site just like hers one day.
Imagine how nervous I was 3 years later getting ready to meet and shoot with my idol for the first time. I slept like, not at all. I was all nerves and jitters, she was a this big star and I was just stupid, nobody me. I prayed I wouldn't be so nervous that I couldn't take a pic or do something stupid like fart during a video or something. I got there prepared to be shocked and awed. Would you believe she's sweet as pie and smart as a whip (she showed me how to attach the links and pics for this blog). The shoot was great, there are lots of great pics and I was only a little bit stupid, turns out the Hitachi isn't meant for internal use, LOL, and it could make me cum. Sorry for the wet spot.
Sadly I spilled a soda on my laptop and can't use all picture and link trickes I learned but you can check out the pic and link in the previous post. OOPS, my bad :-(